I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW....it's been a while...alot has happened...imma recap and point out some things...whatever yo...WHATEVER
First Weekend Back At School
.......Mad freshmen girls came....some left(they were smart and musta felt the debauchery in the air)....kings is the devil...i was SLOPPY...almost did some SUPER reckless shit(if you know...you KNOW lmao)....was very difficult to look those who were present in the eyes afterwards...that liqour make people expose body parts...oh and give lapdances....dont play Kings with us if you not tryna lapdance miss...lmao...happens EVERY GAME!...SMH @ us
Second Weekend Back....
....Real interesting....I went to the APhiA Pajama Party (aka the only real relevant webb jam all year). I came to quite a few realizations.
REALIZATION NUMBER ONE!
I'm getting old. Like I'm walking around (FOR THE RECORD...I WAS GOIN INNNNNN)...and first dance was some freshman chick. She was cute or whatever so i inquired as to what her name was. Regardless....shorty danced with me for...5 straight damn songs. Like im lookin at my roommate with the "what the hell/save me" face on. Night went on....and im noticing how many freshmen were in there...then i started to feel weird. I mean I'm only 20 but I've never really been attracted to girls significantly younger than me and have been drawn to older girls (shoutout to my almost Valentine last yr ;)). So for me to walk around the sweatbox that is the Webb Center , in some damn PJs and a wifebeater bending over girls who dont remember that the Black Ranger on Power Rangers used to be black....CMON NOW. How the hell am i expected to feel? I knew in my heart I can't come back to the Pajama Jam next year cause its no longer "me". I'mma leave that to the underclassmen because in reality , thats really a good look for them; I'm 21 in a couple months...I cant even do it.
REALIZATION NUMBER TWO!!!!!!
So I also came across someone who I....how do I put this...liked at the same time that I was "talking"(wtf does that even mean) to someone else I REALLY liked. Now here the questions arise....such as....why didn't you just try and court both of em?....Look i was 18 and my mind (nor my understanding of women...) was that far advanced. And before the "nigga you a fraud" chants come out ; I reallyyyyyyyyy liked "her" (nah im not typing your name); I'm not tryna front like i wasn't deep into it. It's just the other girl...like i knew she was interested wayyyyy back when i just got to ODU but she got lost in the shuffle. From time to time we cross paths and when we do....I'd be a liar if i said i don't think about what could've happened. I all but let it go since she stays in a relationship....WELP!
She popped up that night...we exchanged smiles said what up and kept moving....i saw her like 3 songs later and went to WORK(lmao)....the whole time I'm thinking ....did i pick the wrong person 2 years ago? When you break it down...and see that nothing really became of me and my first college crush....Could it be that choice bit me in the ass?...Yes I was having life changing epiphanies as an ass is moving all over me...ONLY ROB...ONLYYYY ROB. And it's -looks at date- October 16th; for this to still be so fresh in my mind should tell you more than enough :\...I just don't see her enough. If i did....I'd let it be known what I want it to be....
ENOUGH OF THAT SAPPY SHIT!
After them first 2 weeks plenty of amusing shit happened....did a couple episodes of the Rob Report(the radio show shameless self promo coming soon).....The show's kinda popular...which is unfortunate cause I have not been giving it my all and I need to step it up without a doubt...I almost feel like im screwing the viewers over...The shows building steam real fast. I knew it would happen but...not like this. So thats an adjustment in itself; I'm far from shy but I'm kinda to myself at times...the fact that people I don't know recognize me from the show and express their appreciation...thats wild to me lol. I always feel like...ME???...The show's that ill to y'all? Im in disbelief of my own talents but thats kinda how I am with most things...With that said i appreciate ALL the love (and the hate but I really don't get any...other than this one girl who said me and Steve look like scrubs....whatever that means :|) Sllighty unrelated....i met Estelle and Trav from GCH that was fun and my Estelle crush has only worsened...holla...also got to see them (and the Roots perform)...great experience...
This post is long as hell so lemme cut the blabbering....I'll prolly post in a few more days I'll try and get more consistent....lemme give yall something to listen to/watch....
GCH - Shoot Down The Stars....i thought GCH was corny till i saw em live and i was dead wrong...song/video is pretty deep you should be able to feel it...
I play this song to death on my show....some girl said it was wack....she deserves to get jabbed in her ear....with a penis.
GONE TILL A LATER DATE!(not forever)
10.16.2008
Hot Pursuit...
Posted by Ravishingly Me. at 12:06 AM
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Lol @ stabbed in the ear with a penis.
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